The coming of…

My intentions evolve under this waxing moon as we approach Halloween and All Saint’s Day Festivities. My seed words are: independence, infusion, inspection, and inspiration. What are your seed words and how are they designed to help you move forward?

Independence: I wish to feel more free to be the me I am destined to be and become.

Infusion: I want to infuse my body with love and kindness. I wish to be whole and healthy and feel complete always, not just when the season’s nice.

Inspection: I wish to inspect my life and stear clear of harmful interactions.

Inspiration: I wish to be Divinely inspired at home and at work and in life, always. I want to know what is to be living a constant walk with the Creator, in constant prayer for the greater good.

Blessings this Moon Before the Dark!

Waning New

YouTube – Elijah Prophet – Mother Nature (King of Kings)

As Japan’s typhoon reminents blow with a strong front onto the Bay Area and across California tonight and all day tomorrow, we will see a strong early storm; a storm we haven’t seen this early in the season in 46 years. I take this time, this quiet before the storm, to honor Mother Nature, and her power. I vow to do my part to protect and nourish her back to health. I vow to listen to her teachings and to learn from her. As the seasons grow stronger in temperature, I feel myself growing stronger in force to merge with her, grow with her, and help her rise.

The Full Blood Moon


Picture by Seawitch Artist

Fibroids are no joke and when I got “diagnosed” with them two years ago, I didn’t know they wouldn’t be gone until after menopause. I’m in my early thirties and my Mom didn’t go through menopause until her early fifties. 20 year situation. The good news for now is that the bleeding is being controlled with Depo Privera injections every three months. It’s a time thing. That will only work for one to three years. Then, it’s ablasion and hopefully that works for awhile. Then possibly back to Depo. Basically, my cycle is going to be whacked for 20 years until I stop bleeding. Unless I find an alternative and heal from within in a different, non-Western way. It’s a classic case of “healer, heal thyself”. I’m looking at various hormonal supplements and vitamin regimes that may help. They are costly though and I’m having to save to get there. I’m also moving more with yoga and “looking” at the fibroids in meditation. Why are you there? What are you here to teach me? I open to allow the lessons and learning to come and with it the answers to self healing…..

10 Lessons along the Way

As I stepped upon one of the first autumn leaves in 2009, I knew that the crackling beneath my foot would break the leaf into thousands of tiny pieces and I also knew that my life had been changed forever. Like the leaf, never to be whole again, I wondered if the same destiny awaited me. I scratched my forehead with weary fingers and answered to myself, “No, I will one day be whole again. How could I not? After all, she is whole and they are whole. Why shouldn’t I be, too?”
It was an overcast day in the East San Francisco Bay Area and finally fall had reached ground after a horrid week of bloody hotness from summer’s last cry. This is the story of a girl becoming a woman and the woman maturing into parts of the crone. It’s the story of living in the new millennium with unprecedented faith, being tested on that faith and following through on a call to fulfill a dream. My dream is be a source of inspiration to the world and to lead through shining example. I came to this planet as an artist and I co-create with you a vision of a new tomorrow.
In the lines that follow you will find my “Ten Lessons along the Path”. It is my hope that these lessons and teachings leave you feeling hopeful, courageous and inspired to live the life of your dreams and follow your highest potential. I believe we signed up for our lives and must take responsibility of them but I also believe that through healing and forgiveness work, miraculous energy shifts and change of thought patterns, life can become more than we dared dream before. The Creator always wants us to evolve, grow, learn and change. It asks us to be more in this life… more than we see or feel. It asks us to mesh with it and co-create a harmonious vision of its magnificence. It is time to encapsulate that presence of the Power and internalize it instead of its enemy. It is a counterintuitive process in this world of greed, deception and recession. But recall, we are to be “in the world and not of it”.
From the beginning there was the word. I remember going to word when my hope was at its weakest and my flesh was running wild. I turned to the gospel as a source of nutrients in my life. I began to have my love affair with Christ. He wasn’t just my personal Savior and God but he was my friend and lover. I saw and still see Him as a Master whom we should strive to become in the presence of, within our own selves. I see other Masters this way, too. Although, none of them compare to the light of Christ and his cast of heavenly hosts as their light is the brightest in the world. So it is from the Holy Bible that I take ten verses that struck me at certain times in my life and share them with you. They are my greatest teachers.

WE ARE GOD’S CHILDREN. WE ARE A MANIFESTATION OF OUR CREATOR AND ARE NEVER SEPARATE FROM OUR SOURCE.
“If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. Therefore, whether we live or die, we are the Lord’s.” –Romans 14:8

GOD IS EVERYTHING.
“One God and Father of all, who is above all and through all and in all.” –Ephesians 4:6

OUR CREATOR HAS A WILL AND WANTS US TO CO-CREATE WITH “IT”.
“Not everyone who says to me, “Lord, Lord”, shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven.” –Matthew 7:21

OUR CREATOR HAS GIFTED US WITH ALL WE NEED TO FULFILL OUR DREAMS.
“God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” -2 Timothy 1:7

STAY OPEN AND RECEPTIVE TO DIVINE GUIDANCE.
“A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” –Proverbs 16:9

CELEBRATE THE JOURNEY.
“Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” –Psalm 37:4

STAY POSITIVE.
“I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” –Psalm 27:13

REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE WORTHY.
“Everyone who is called by My name, whom I have created for My glory; I have formed him, yes, I have made him.” –Isaiah 43:7

AFFIRM YOUR GOOD.
“Therefore, brothers and sisters, be all the more eager to confirm your call and election, for if you do this, you will never stumble.” -2 Peter 1:10

FOLLOW YOUR BLISS.
“O send out your light and your truth; let them lead me.” –Psalm 43:3

First Rain

The first rain started early this morning and included some soft lightening and light shifts in the sky. Here’s Daisy, the water meter fairy, doing her work. I love the sound of pitter patter on the patio roof. The fresh smells are so erotic. No lawn mowing today so it’s quiet, peaceful. I can’t wait for the equinox but fall officially feels here today. I’m sure the sun will be back. The cooler weather is astoundingly refreshing. Slippers feel good on my feet. I’m tired of going barefooted.

Completion

Today the flow was graceful and effortless. I thank the Universe for that. I am grateful for all of my opportunities to serve. I feel complete, and then some. I have always considered the “9” to represent this: completion, rebirth, a start of something new. All the signs were there today to represent major change and shifts. I’m grateful the moon is listening, and that it’s energy is nourishing me. I recall my days at the ocean and the sound of the waves. They settle all uneasiness, and calm me to my core. It was not without some injury, however. My car suffered a smashing into a circular divide. Funny, always a divide when a major life shift happens. “Fuck!” I yelled. I was busy lifting my teacher bag from the back seat to the front seat to get my cell phone. Bad move, I know. My phone acted funny this morning. Couldn’t receive calls or check my voicemail. Then, it worked fine couple hours later. Metro doing systems updates was what they told me. I’m glad it started working normally again and quick, though. I bless my intentions for my upcoming ceremony. It’s gonna be a big one. I can feel it. After all, I got to go on a bear hunt today. And I got a bear hug when I got home!

Fall Transitions

As the Fall Equinox, Mabon, approaches on September 22, the changes begin to soar both internally and externally. I can see it in the weather, in my body, in the solar system, in the government. The time has come to return to this natural flow of following the sun’s cycles and living off its rays of energetic light. I’m pondering my Mabon ritual when the sun will be entering Libra. What will be my intention for this New Moon on Friday the 18th? What will be my intention for the Mabon as the moon will barely be visible, still new and barely waxing, hovering over me, listening for my request? What will you whisper to the moon on these nights? It will be listening for you and asking you, “What is your intention this night?”

For the New Moon, my intention is to create positive flow in aspects of service to humanity and planetary work. I ask that my work continue to flow effortlessly and that I find a mutually respectful, cooperative, spiritual “home”. I ask that all my coworkers, parents, students, administrators, support staff be blessed bountifully and that our energy sync to work together seamlessly in a cohesive, supportive enviornment. May our lights be brightened by the one’s we serve. May my work on planetary peace be supported and blessed. I ask for more insight into this work and the vision to carry it out. I ask for more time to devote to the study of this work and the manifestation of it. Again, may it flow perfectly and with Divine timing and planning in effect. Blessed be. Amen.

For the Fall Equinox, my intention is to transition into a new vision of life and living. I want my focus to be on service, independence and production toward a newer, better way of living. I ask the angels to support me through this transition and to make it easy and graceful. I vow to make better choices. I vow to focus on my intentions. I vow to make progress toward my goals. Transition and transformation is paramount. I grow. I evolve.

More on the altars and blessings on the dates. Why are you waiting? Set your intentions now.

A February Sunset on September’s Full Moon

This early September Full Moon, I post a February sunset to recall winter’s beautiful skies that are coming soon. The storms bring darkness, but with it comes the miraculous return of the spectacular light. As another hot spell winds down tonight, I am reminded of this light shift, of this weather change, of the fresh breezes of today and gentler weather always makes me feel so much better. The light is less intense today. The birds chirp easier and shade is in our favor. As the temperature relaxes, so does my body heat and my inner mind. I relax into the cooler weather. I fall into Fall.