Started fast and then went faster before coming to a transformative halt. Went to a couple shows and fell in love with what I couldn’t have, with what was in my reach but soo far long away. Then crashed my truck accidentally while the grim reaper helped me out. There was purpose soon after. Met her like a miracle one magical night. Palm to palm from day one and then your sudden ascension from the physical left a hole in my life. Our threesome left only me here. His leaving was a relief and a great confusion. In between there, new life, in a rainbow indigo starseed child from my womb of light. That one Halloween you carried me to the car after the dancing and ecstasy had it’s way with me. I knew then I’d love you forever. Gave your crystal to him. It was destined. He always sinks in when my well is dry. But my true love, my real love is cosmic, celestial and otherworldly. It’s God. It’s all God.
Nuthin lasts forever…there is no such thing as always. Only change remains. If we were them, and I were they, then what about us? Promise to make no promises but keep your hand in mine.
I just miss that part of me from long ago. Another world, time, place, body. From here to there is so far away, yet happens instantly. Duality locks my mind. Breaking free feels plausible in your glance, in your gaze.
I’m over and done with everything. Spring sounds around me in late February. Smoke and fire season not long off. Covid vaccines underway and inequity in distribution soars. Will we survive long enough for a chance to live? Police brutality still. Racial, socioeconomic injustice still. I’m tired of it all. Poverty increasing to those in the lower middle class. It’s too much, for too long. The children at distance learning, all at homeschooling, longing for familiar friendships beyond screens. The singles of the world aching for a touch or a connection. The list could go on and on.
So I am left with what’s right in front me. My cats, oracle cards, long distance romance and another day. The sunshine, the full moon beams, struggling to grasp meaning, lessons and purpose in this strange new world.
Don’t ask me how I am. It’s a loaded question these days. You might not like my response as much as I don’t like, nor appreciate the question.
From all that is above to all that lies below; the higher thought, the physical body and the Earth below.
North ancestors and angelic guides. East rising of our central sun and energy. South grounding and centered. West balance of tides and emotions.
We call forth this day all that is holy and sacred. Higher heart healing and heart chakra opening. We are present, listening.
The mountains are calling. The Earth chakras, lei lines, are opening and clearing. We ascend with Her.
The Divine Feminine balancing with her Divine Masculine creates coherence between them and within the world’s vibrations.
Channel your starseed light and echo the voices you hear in the innermost part of your divine self.
Releasing the elements, directions and guardians and guides. The one’s here to support us in creating a new paradigm where the children are all cared for and the Earth flourishes.
Guide us this day and everyday, as you do. So much gratitude to you as grace pours in.